3:08 am Saturday night

I got an email from my Aunt today that my cousin Andy had a baby with
his wife today. That's amazing, and I feel bad for losing touch with
my mothers side of the family after she passed away.
I have this amazing girlfriend who loves me unlike any girlfriend has
ever loved me before. We work through everything. Its pretty
incredible the amount of work, emotion, time and effort PLUS love we
have put into this relationship. We are figuring out what it takes to
be a couple, and the determination is there. We plan to change
the world, individually and together. Some how. Some way. Big or small.
I have the best best friend a guy could ask for. He's cool, well
respected around the world, generous, nice, in love and talented/
creative. I'm lucky to spend so much time with someone who challenges
me as a friend and a co-worker. I'm blessed as a human to have such a
bond with another person to be able to change, make mistakes, talk
about those mistakes, make plans, discuss the future, and live the
present with.
I'm really lucky and blessed. I read through some of my posts tonight on this blog,
and I lead an interesting life. And I'm grateful I get to make tough
decisions, and I get to chose the direction of my life. Its hard,
interesting, and fun sometimes. And I just hope and know that the
upbringing of my family has taught me to be a good person, and that helps me make
the right decisions. Sometimes I don't, but those good morals are
instilled in me. And through all the rebellion and artistic
differences, I feel satisfied that I'm on the right track. I've
surrounded myself with good people and I make good decisions so far. I
will continue to strive to be a good person. Until the day I die my
goal is to live a good life.

Peace,
-Marc

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